story update

There were some pretty strong emotions associated with my connection to MJ. Not that I didn’t know that already, but they’re being brought to the surface again as I write the story. Yesterday as I was reading the old letters and making notes and working on my story outline, I felt it all again…the excitement, the urgency, the longing. And the dread. I’m glad things have changed now. I’m glad I’m [more] rooted in reality than I was, and can see things [more] for what they were. But I sure got caught up in it.